And even if
Another were to take me home
I’d still keep your memory close
Fondly think of you
The promise of you
Than what I supposed
Your being would drop ripe
With me doing the picking
And later savor
Every snowflake an imprint
Of you being a creation
As the green hues shout forth
I’d remember the depth of your eyes
And the sincerity of new beginnings
Of new, fresh love
And come summer
The weight of the dew, the air
In the morning
Would remind me of your richness
Your saturated with valiance
In the mornings as the sun rises
I would remember
the glow in your eyes that day
When you looked at me
Like I was the only one in the universe
Like I was something to behold
And at nights
Gazing at stars, moon
I would think about how I let you love me
How I pretended that you were right next to me
Imagined that you were holding me
Whispered to myself
“One day you’ll be here, and I can love you”
Darling, I say “even if”
But I don’t give up that easy
And I don’t know whether I have it within me
To love another like I love you
I can’t reside in the home of a heart
That doesn’t belong to you
LITTLE NOTE TO MY DARLING
I can’t stand how much I love you.
I cry almost every night nowadays, which is strange.
Not because I’m depressed, but I tear up when I let myself think of how much I love you.
I have to go to sleep now, but guess what happened today?
A bird just up and crapped on the back of my head. I didn’t like it.
Anyway, I love you. I hope your day was amazing. I look forward to the days when you can tell me all about it.
But for now, goodnight, and also, I think that you are the most beautiful creation on the face of this planet. That is all.