It will not be long, I promise you. And there are plenty more where this came from.
Some days are harder than most, to not be around you…and today was one of them.
Know that I don’t feel empty without you, I am just aware of something missing…that’s new for me.
I miss you love. The one I haven’t met yet. I miss you. And I was at first hard on myself…
For loving you without any concrete anythings…but this faith has got to be enough.
I know what I know. I know what I was told. And I would be a fool to try and fight against it, no matter how ludicrous it all may seem.
But you know that I’m a fool in my willfulness and therefore have already attempted to reject.
This heart came back to the same place.
Tonight, I left the cinema…and for some reason an ache came out of nowhere.
Not physical, although those are commonplace (I am human, I mean like…)
Rather, that cry for companionship. But not just with anyone, not just for the sake of it.
With you.
You are the only one I want.
Treinta y Cinco. I would wait that long, too.
Although that would suck.
Sweet. Conniption! 